6.9.10

I don't even know

I don't know how people can be so happy all the time. Smile, says everyone.
Have I actually smiled genuinely lately? I can't recall the last time I did so.
It's bad to be unhappy all the time, but that's all I know how to feel. Feeling happy is not something I'm familiar with. And high school in a nutshell? I've felt 40% Happy and 60% Unhappy..most of the time. That's what these 6 years have really felt like. I feel sick, I don't want to do anything. I just want to sleep.

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