New York

Empire State of Mind by Jay-Z ft Alicia Keys

Hrmmm...

I have a crush on Brad Pitt and Dom Alessio.
LMAO. T_T

Brad Pitt, because I just watched Ocean's Eleven and he is so freaking smooth and sexy as Rusty. Hello? How can any straight girl not like Brad Pitt? Oh my freakin'. I like I like. Too bad he's older now. But the Oceans pit was the best. Mmmm.

Dom Alessio: Triple J presenter. I think he's so freaking cute..and it doesn't help when he can pull off the best pranks ever. Gosh! YAY ALESSSIOOO.

Weirdest celebrity crushes ever? Uhuh.

Vampire Weekend > Owl City

The song that I simply cannot stand will be Fireflies by Owl City.

There is just this annoying factor to it that makes me hate it so much.

It's not exactly pop, twee pop, indie pop or what. It's just a whole mash up and it sounds so much like music from 2006. That was a really bad year of music for me. Heck, I was into Hellogoodbye, The Fray, Evermore and James Blunt. Not exactly the best artists but nevertheless, Owl City sounds like washed out hellogoodbye and lazy pop. Enough said and PLEASE, stop playing that bloody song. I freakin' hate it!

Whilst I'm talking about music, I'd like to say how freaking amazing Vampire Weekend's latest song, 'Cousins' is. I love it and the video makes me LOVE it even more! Yay!


Epitome of cool:

Let Down

I am trying to write a belonging short story centred about these lyrics....

I feel as though this song perfectly encapsulates the disillusion and disassociation of the individual living in a modern society. Everyone just walks about in their own sorrows, nobody stops to notice others...we are all too contained in ourselves that it is awfully hard to disengage and thus, associate with others.

And there's the uplifting end to the song, 'One day, I am gonna grow wings', signifying the hope that still lingers about even in this cold world we live in. There will inevitably be one day when we can flee from such a life..surely.

Transport, motorways and tram lines
Starting and then stopping, taking off and landing
The emptiest of feelings, disappointed people clinging onto bottles
And when it comes, it's so, so disappointing

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

Shell smashed, juices flowing wings twitch, legs are going
Don't get sentimental, it always ends up drivel
One day I'm going to grow wings
A chemical reaction, hysterical and useless hysterical and

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around let down again

You know, you know where you are with you, know where you are
With floor collapses floating, bouncing back and one day
I am going to grow wings
A chemical reaction, hysterical and useless hysterical and

Let down and hanging around
Crushed like a bug in the ground
Let down and hanging around

WAKE UP WAKE UP

LATELY, I'VE BEEN FEELING THE URGE TO JUST TYPE IN CAPS LOCK.

THERE'S THIS ANNOYING FACTOR ATTACHED TO IT (WHICH I LIKE) SO THAT'S WHY I INSIST ON TYPING LIKE THIS.

I LOOK AS IF I AM SCREAMING LIKE MAD BUT REALLY I AM SO FREAKING CALM.

SO YEAH, WHO CARES.

ANYHOW, I AM ABSOLUTELY ANGRY WITH THE ENGLISH DEPT AT MY SCHOOL. I AM GOING TO GET ALL THOSE MARKS OUT OF THEM. SRSLY.

TONIGHT, MAKE ME UNSTOPPABLE

AND I WILL CHARM

I WILL SLICE

I WILL DAZZLE THEM WITH MY WIT.

BLOC PARTY'S THE PRAYER

A minor reflection

I have met so many people in my lifetime, they walk and out of my life periodically. There may be peaks when I see them and other times when I don't associate with them whatsoever.

I remember starting high school for the very first time in 2005 and it was certainly a very strange experience for me. Classes were always different and people associated in groups. I was so taken aback and high school seriously thrust me into a position for self evaluation and actualisation. I eventually conformed to the norm and hung out with people in large groups of friends. It was a different environment to what I was used to but nevertheless, I found it fun. As time wore on, I didn't feel as if that was actually what I wanted. I have always only played with one friend during primary, my best friend and having lunch times in a group was just so strange for me. Yes, I have made good friends via associating with others as a collective, but out of all the people I have ever met in my lifetime, I realise that I only truly care for my primary best friend. She was the one that was willing to indulge into my wild imagination and create separate fantasy worlds with me. At times when I was feeling unwell, she'd come and care for me.....like that time I had diarrhoea...I was in the toilet for the whole 1 hour lunchtime and she went nowhere, but stayed outside the toilet asking me if I was okay. And that other time when I was at year 6 camp and I felt so incredibly homesick. She consoled me and told me that she was there for me. She told me not to cry and told me to enjoy the rest of the camp with her.

We were incredibly close as young children and I can truthfully say, that my friendship with her was the purest and strongest one I have ever had in my entire life thus far. I trusted her wholeheartedly and as I type these words now, I miss her more than ever.

Joanne Lee, thanks for always being there.

I remember hating you during year 9 and 10. I only did that to cover up my jealousy which I upheld due to your blossoming friendships with other girls. I never hated you in my heart. It was all just on the surface.

I miss you so much :(

I'm rather cynical

What I have learnt:

1. Life is unfair and there's nothing you can do about so many things. You've just got to deal with it and not let it get to you, no matter how unfair the situation is
2. You are your own best friend. No matter how close of friends you are with other people, you are the only one who will not let yourself down.
3. The people who don't judge you are probably the best people you'll ever meet

PULK/PULL REVOLVING DOORS BY RADIOHEAD MAKES MY STOMACH CHURN BUT ITS A SICK SONG NEVERTHELESS.